Yay! In Hall 13 Again =)
Expected (somewhat) miracle of miracles! I'm my roomie's roomie again (erm, by using the word 'roomie' to describe him, doesn't that already make me his roomie? Never mind...)! I just got an email from NTU Hall 13 that I've gotten a place. It's kind of a miracle, yet somehow, an expected one. Confusing? Allow me to elaborate...
Usually, whether you would get back the same roomie is usually quite a difficult affair unless you have tons of points to share around with or unless you have some [clearing throat] (hmmm, what has voice got to do with text on a screen? OK, I'm feeling sleepy. Maybe that's explains the incoherence.) 'assistance' (aka connections). If you were kicked out of hall, perish the thought. If one could secure a room at that stage, it's a blessing. During semester 2 last year, when my CCA points were still slowly increasing from activities, somehow there was an assurance in my heart that the Lord would provide a place for me. But then, since that assurance did not come in the form where the sky parted, the heavens opened, angelic music playing at the background, and came forth from the opened pearly gates of heaven was an angel who proclaimed in a loud voice like the sound of a trumpet blast "Now, hear ye the words of the Lord: the Lord hath appointeth a room for thy future. Worry not"... ... ... I kinda doubted. And after I was kicked out of hall because I only secured 74 points while the general cutoff point was 89, the feeling of reassurance was still there. By that time, my brain (being more logical-orientated due to circumstances) was telling my heart to stop babbling feelings of reassurance. Yet I was half hoping for a place in hall.
You know, within the complicated processes and algorithms (which may be buggy) of my brain, some parts would say "Relax, the Lord's in control". Yet, on the other hand, it considers the worst case scenario. In order to play safe, it's kinda better not to expect too much. And somehow, that consideration led to doubts. I guess I should learn to trust what's in my heart next time (though I think this is event repetition number... 4, 5, 6...?). Oh well, I'm going to miss my piano again. Sigh... OK, better not complain too much after receiving a blessing. Hahaha. But a piano given to the hall band would be a nice thought... (hint hint to the Big Boss up there) =)
Conclusion: God is our provider (and very generous at it).
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